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Dear Vana

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Below is a message to a fictional character aka my fursona, Vana. Just to avoid confusion. :') Also a lot of blablabla

It is exactly one year ago since I made you... One whole year. That's not nothing, or is it? Happy birthday :) My birthday is on July 12th and since you are me, so is yours, but... I think this was a nice opportunity to look back at the past year.

Most people start their fursonas out as an undeveloped random character that slowly grows and changes. You came out of nowhere. Poof. Well, it was for *awaicu's fursona contest. "Make a fursona or draw your current one. Tell me why it represents you." Fun fact, I didn't even enter this contest for myself... ~LuisaTheDalmatian, !Darkmoon553 back then, wanted a keychain and you could win those with the contest. I promised that if I'd win, she'd get my prize, and she entered herself as well. But anyway. I somehow made you and why you are the way you are can all be read in the artist's comments of your very first ref.


It's been a hectic year, isn't it? Especially when it came to one thing: love. Usually I fall in love with someone every two years or so. But this year everything went so fast and I've been confused with feelings to many times and I felt like I kept falling in love with new people while I KEPT my crushes on the people before, enfin it was chaos. :iconintenserageplz: I drew you in love things so many times, let you share my sorrow, paired you up with so many others... I'm sorry for that, Vana, especially for the last one. From now on, I will never pair you up again UNLESS it's the sona of the person I'm a couple with. I promise not to break that promise. ;)

But even when you see through the love things, the year still wasn't easy. We had some ups and downs, friend problems, trying to convince myself I had friends in real life, having to accept I did not have them... Well. We bothered everyone on dA about those problems, but we learned, didn't we? We learned that if you don't expect ANYTHING from people, you will get surprised more often than you think. That it sometimes is better to be alone in an empty space than to be alone in public. That even if you don't have close friends there are still people... and you should just enjoy the time with them, but don't hope it will last forever. Nope. The world doesn't work like that. I guess I figured out a way of living that is acceptable for me right now, and that's all I need.

But I'm glad I have you at least. I don't think I'm ever gonna abandon you. You became a part of me, if you did not just become me. And I hope I will have you for many, many years.

Annechien

P.S. A year after I created you I regret taking a random name that sounded good. I actually really like the name Fonkel. Oh well. :')
It could be your second name

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WonderSparks's avatar
:icondarkrageplz:CANNOT UNDERSTAND...! :iconexplodeplz:
lol Anyways, nice pic. :)